Love? Talking about love, it is complicated for me. I’ve
engaged with many kind of love. The most unforgettable is when my first love
broke my heart for the first time. It’s nightmare for me. I was trying to let
it go by searching for love with the other girls. Slowly, I successfully to
forget the nightmare but I think become a bad boy when I’ve play with many
hearts. My bad behavior continue until to the college. I used my asset as a
bait and successfully get this one girl. I’ve make her love me so much but I am
too greedy that time by looking for someone better. I left her and make she
cry. I left her just for chasing someone that doesn’t love me like she done to
me. Allah have shown me His power when the girl that I’ve chasing for is a liar
and make me cry all day long. It’s hurt me so much and make me hate to fall in
love again
However,
my life changes when I’ve stop from studying and start working. I’ve met this
one lady. She’s small and so cute. I think that I’ve fall in love again and try
to stop it but I can’t. We’ve start to get closer day by day. She is very
special and very different from the other. It make me want to know more about
her. My day become so colorful since that day. One day, something bad was
happen and I’m very disappointed. I’ve try to keep far away from her but I
failed. My world become upside down when we’re not talking with each other. So,
I decided to settle all this thing. Alhamdulillah everything is getting better.
We’re be like normal back.
After a few month to be together, we’re become
very close. She have become more than a best friend to me. She treats me very
nice that I never get from the other girl. She makes my day. When she is not
with me, I feel like something missing. I feel like my world have lost the
sunshine and rainbow. Then, she have make me believe that the true love isn’t
extinct yet. Now, she have become the special woman in my life that I hopefully
to be the mother for my children and be the queen for my world. Dear Sayang, if
you read this I just want you to know that I’m really love you and they will no
other woman in my heart except you. I want you to know that I never play with
your heart. Sincerely, I love you for the rest of my life and I'm sorry if I make mistakes before or soon.
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| A moment without you like I'm walking on loneliest place ever. |
