Goodbye Ipoh

Last night, I have took a big decision for my life. I have decided to quit my study. It is a quite though decisions. I have make the decision after I was thinking about it for a few day.

      

          I have decided to quit because the fee is too expensive. Before this, I doesn’t care about this because I believe in and hope for an organization that will support me by providing a loan. However, everything getting worse when I get knew that the organization will only provide the loan for the student that have very low financial income and doesn’t able pay the fee. I doesn’t denied that my parent able to pay it by using own money but I have two more sister below me and MYR600 per month for fee can do lot of things. It can load me with food or pay car monthly payment. Just Kidding.

                It is very hard to make this decision because the course that I get through right now is my favorite one but I need to sacrifice it. “Sometimes we need to sacrifice something that we like or love to for the others importance”. It is a saddest and difficult moment in my life. Only Allah knows this feeling.

                All I hope now is that this decision is right and I can still further my study in any government education institute. The memory when I was studying in Ipoh is one of the best moment for the rest of my life. I think that’s all for this entries. Hold On. Before that, I want to remind all of the SPM candidates to do the best as you can or you will regret like me. All the best guys!! That's all from me. Thank You.

College Life Begin

 Assalamualaikum and Hi,

                

There is a few day left before my semester break over. So, I am will going back to Ipoh and getting through as a college student. There are lot things playing in my mind.

                

One of them is, can I get through the life as a single one? The situation at the home and the college are totally different. You can see many couple in there. Some of them are studying together, going for lunch together and more. Of course I will get jealous with that. Compare to home, I doesn’t care about that because my parent alongside. I hope that I will survive. Hopefully. HAHAHAHA

 Next, I am thinking how I can control my daily expenses. Based on my observation, I am quite extravagant and it doesn’t make my parent happy. How I should do? After I make some 

calculation, this is the daily expenditure:

ITEM	COST
BREAKFAST
NASI LEMAK/ROTI CANAI +TEH TARIK	RM 4
LUNCH
LUNCH MEAL + SKY JUICE	RM 5
DINNER
NASI BUJANG + SKY JUICE (Sometimes I cook for myself)	RM 4
TOTAL	RM 14

It’s quite expensive right? Sometimes I miss my dinner to control my expenses. It’s not included with assignment cost. Just said that monthly cost on meal is RM 400 and assignment cost is RM 100 and the total is RM 500/month. OMG!! Besides it is not mix with some entertainment. Hmmmmm. Can you imagine it? Sometimes we need to release our tension as a student by entertain ourselves.

               

I think that’s all for today. May my next semester I will improvise myself in all aspects.

What should I do ?

HAPPY NEW YEAR! WELCOME TO 2016

Assalamualaikum and Hi,

2015 is almost close the chapter and 2016 is coming for us to be a better person. I believe that everyone have their own wishes. Some people wishes to be successful in their business, have a special relationship, or maybe some of us wishes to marry. No one know? I hope everyone will achieve their dreams.

My wishes? First of all, I hope that I can be improve my relationship with Allah SWT. Since I was born, I have make lot of sins and they are uncountable. I just want to be one of the Heavens’ guest list and I think that everyone dreams the same thing.

Then, I can maintain my academic performance which mean I need to score my CGPA around 3.75 above. When my first semester result are nice, I can still remember how happy my parents are.  I knew that I have failed to do that on my SPM. Now, this is the right moment for me to fix it up.

Next, I wish that I have someone special. So, I can share problems, enjoy the weekend together, and be my kryptonite. Maybe it’s annoying but that’s all I need because my life is so lonely. I am lied to myself that I am fine but the truth is painful. If I can’t achieved this, that’s mean Allah want me to improvise every single part of myself and better person to have someone beside.

This one might heard nonsense. I really hope that I can be a celebrity. Hahahahahaha. I know it is impossible. I think that’s all of me. Before that I would like to thanks AISYAH because be my blog follower.

HAPPY NEW YEAR AND SEE YOU NEXT TIME