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Everybody have their own dreams and something that they want to achieve.

As example some people dreams to be a success person and have a big house, sport car and more. Yeah It's good to have such that dreams.

For me? My dreams is to have a happy family with my loves one and have a happy life. I don't mind  if I doesn't have a big house, sport car and a luxury life. As long as I have my loves one besides of me it is enough for me and we care about each other. Yeah people say everything needs money nowadays but we need to remember money can't buy happiness. 

I give a example and let us take a moment to think.

In a restaurant, there is two family. The first family comes with a luxurious MPV. The parent comes with a beautiful attire and their kids wear branded outfit with their latest gadget. After that, the second family comes with an old car. The parents just wear a simple dress up and their kids just wear a plain shirt and a jeans. Then both families get to their table. 

So the first family order their food. Everyone order their own food. "One beef stick please with a carbonated drinks","Give me a mushroom soup with a cup of hot coffee" and follow by the other family member. Then the waiter comes to the second family. The father said "WE want a large pizza please with a plain water". Everyone look to the father. "Just kidding. Give us a jug of lemon juice"

So the waiter pass the order to the chef.

While waiting for the dishes, everybody in the first family busy with their own stuff. The father busy with his unsettle jobs, while the mom busy with her group and the kids busy with their social media. While the other family laughing and playing around. The father make jokes, the mom hear to her daughter problems and the boy talk about their crush to the father. 

After a few minutes, the foods arrive. The first family hold their cutlery. Everyone eat and enjoy their food but they still busy doing their own stuff. While the other table, share their foods together and have a chat. "Dad. It is delicious and I have another one" So the dad pass the last slice to his kid. " Nevermind that I just want eat a few bite. So let we cut it into a half" 

When everything settle, both parent pay for the bill. First family costs 150$ and the second family 30$. Then everybody get back to their home.

Based on the story above. Do you see and get what I means?

"Everything need money but money can't buy everything"

Missing You is A Greatest Pain

Hi guys,  
It's have be a long time for me to post my new story.

Today, 
I would like to share about love story. It's about a love story that separated by a distance :( 

My love one named Fatin Norshazwani. She is staying in Kuala Lumpur while me at Bentong, Pahang. Yeah it might look like just a few a mile away but it is difficult for us to meet. Journey to her cost a RM50 for tol and petrol. For met her I can meet one time in a month since I need to save my money for our plan in the future.

The point is not about the expenses. It's about the pain for missing her :(
It's hurt me a lot for me. It's a worse experience that I get through ever. I'm thinking about  her 24/7. When I was alone and scroll down all the picture and video about her, the tears flow through my cheeks slowly and getting heavy . I miss all the moment with her. I love to see when she get mad (it's look cute for me) and her laugh. I don't know to control my emotion now. I always wonder when all of this gonna end. 
Until when both for us to be like this? Why my relationship is being so difficult? 

I just wanna be with her 24/7 :( I just wanna make a lot of memory with her :(
I just wanna see her face, laugh, act and all of the things that related with her 


I really need her now :( 

She feed me for the first time

Sorry

 Today is the worse day for me. I have hurt my sweetheart continuosly and too much. If I could turn back the time I would like to go back to the 23 hours before and fix my mistake. I am very stupid and careless. Arggghhhhh. I'm very sorry, Fatin Norshazwani binti Abdul Hisham. I'm begging you. I'm not perfect and I promise that I will fix my mistake and never repeat the same mistake in the future. FORGIVE ME BECAUSE I HAVE HURT YOU.